Worry

Bismillah thank's for the time you give up today. 
today, since I woke up from my sleep, actually there is a little that bothers me 
but I don't understand and not know why it occurred to me 
finally I concluded it was a sign for me 
but for what?I still can not catch their face
what does it mean?
what is wrong? 
who? 
if it something about me? 
oh, I'm just worried about my prejudices read by a demon 
who can make my heart erratic

bismillah 
The first is what's with the name? 
then why I dropped something to be destroyed without me knowing?
then why do I accidentally spilled hot drinks that cause wet clothes and a little blister my skin?
and again I dropped something around my desk? 
I asked myself? 
What kind of mistake I did last night?
I did the usual routine!
if I forget to pray before going to bed?a
h no! previously I had read the book and pray before I sleep 
although I think about a lot of things in my life, but I did not think it was such a burden that interferes
naturally that humans have minds that are diverse, because life as a spinning wheel.

However,I then think of someone 
oh yeah someone today until this minute I haven't heard anything 
even though I know we rarely catch up but at least I do not worry like this 
are you okay? 
how is your work going? 
seems like I want to tell you 
however .... I know, I was a little cool to you, but I also really miss you 
more than that, actually I don't want to be a nuisance to you 
because I know I'm very strict on time 
when I want it, I'll give the best time for that
but if because of my attitude so will make it difficult to yours then I hold
let it go, but I never stopped praying for you as is my way of praying for a hug from afar. 

Will you be alright? Even if I’m not by your side?
It’s okay for you to be a bit selfish
Tell me everything, everytime if you wanna
I hope you're be okay
keep it neat, I want you to know it but not now
I hope you're be okay
as always loving you, hugging you, i wanna take it all because allah
Rather than me without you, you without me makes me more worried
be patient baby.