Remember

This make me lose, losing someone is more painful, but it will more pain if we losing allah
just relax in my separate time, sometime i remember my story too
hehehe, don't judge if  i'm addicted by this song. This is only for relaxing time.
keep enjoy.

  "My Immortal" By Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face—it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice—it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

...me, me, me.

 

 

I'm Remember about polaris, who always standing in the same place

"rha,. if you lose your path just see the polaris because polaris always stand in the same time whenever and wherever you here now, so you come back home"

Lonely in the dark life is nothing problems if you always remember polaris.

my polaris is allah who always listening, understanding, hugging, and following in my cycle life... forever.