Only You By 4Men

 Only you by 4Men

Sometime i don't like korean music but... i think this lyric is pretty good.

Stand up with my feeling.

 

The person who taught me that my heart was racing
The one person who rises up whenever I breathe
I try to push you away, I try to empty you out
But the person who I miss more and more

The person who hurts me like a bruise
The person who I can see with my heart even with closed eyes
I try to endure it, I try to forget you
But the person who fills my entire heart

The reason I live is only you
The reason I breathe is only you
The one person that I call out as if my heart bursts is you
The person engraved in my heart is only you

A very bad person who silently took my heart
The person who gave me pain when it comes to love
I try to hide it, I try to deny it
But the person who fills my entire heart

So that I can only hear you, so that I can only feel you
I am calling out to you right now, I am standing right here

You’re my only dream left in this world
You’re my only everything left in this world
The one person that I call out as if my heart bursts is you

The person I will look at forever is only you
The only love I will have forever is only you
Even if my heart stops, the person I call out to is you
The person engraved in my heart is only you

This is the last one that i have to say

Today, i wander in my memory
I'm passing around on the end of this way
You're still holding me tightly, even though i can't see you any more
I'm losing my way again
I'm praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
 
It can't be if it's not you
i can't be without you
it's okay if i'm hurt for a day and a year like this
it's fine even if my heart's hurts
because i'm just in love with you
i cannot send you away one more time

can't you hear my voice?
You're the one i will keep
you're the one i will love
i'm happy enough if i could be with you

i know, there is difference about somebody who want you and somebody who would to keep you.

and now... i know, the feel who want to keep but the one who want i keeping, wanna going far away from my heart, my mind and my self.

You are breathing, you are living In my heart. My heart is beating while You are walking In my heart
From the day you came to me, was longing. You are calling me

My heart is hurting, hurting because of you. On the day that I miss you this much. Tears are falling again because I want to see you. but i know.. i can't do like that.

I choked on my tears, I swallowed the words, I send them far away The words that I want to see you, The words I could not say They become a long sigh.

in the short time... i was to be thankfully become my strength

EVERY EXIT IS AN ENTRANCE TO SOMEWHERE ELSE

I Hope.. i'll find the last one of my life, aamiin

Hold On... i'm curious

Hey
I don’t want to think about that
Just... just... just wanna say I interest with you
I’m curious about that "you" over there
I can’t stop looking at you
When the wind blows, everything flies around "you"
It makes my heart stop

Oh baby, why am I like this? My heart feels strange
I can only think of you
If I felt like this before, I wouldn’t be confused
But I don't think this is love
That "you"who I’m attracted to, I chase
I don’t care wherever "you' goes
As soon as I see "you", "you" makes me forget everything
"You" paints my heart white

Who shakes me up, Who pulls me
Hold on,
You disappear before I can say anything
You get far away before I can get close
Why are you so busy? Why can’t you feel me?
You pull me to you like a magnet
How far do you have to go to finally see me?

What do you think about me?
Turn around, look at me one more time
My eyes are only for you
If I lose you, I’m afraid that’ll be it
So I keep following you

Maybe you saw me too
Your eyes, your every movement surprises me
Your days, your dreams
I want to be part of it
I’m carefully getting into you
I ponder if I should talk to you or not
And I keep letting you pass by

"Could you Be My Brownie?"

Your beauty attitude makes my heart breathless
You’re my brownie who made my bitter life going to sweet
You’re the scent of my life and among many crossroads
you’re the only one way

you’re the visa to the place called “happiness” that was out of reach
Your existence makes me stay around
As long as I’m with you
I’m the knight who protects your smile
You’re cute when you’re angry so I can’t fight with you

It gets harder to send you home
I don’t know what I might do
Cause I wanna be with you
I want to be together with you
You’re my little angel
Could you be my brownie baby?

I know, if not for you I would have been ruined already
I would have been poor and small inside of reality
Today, I even keep thinking of the smell of your breath
I don’t want to send you away, it’s asking for the impossible, this is torture

I want to repay you for making me like the human
Your existence alone makes me happy, you always think deeply
I have an often explosive my temper
But you cover up all my weaknesses like covering up a newborn with a blanket

I belong to you forever
We have a life contract, I will only run for you
Please don’t go, here are quite a lot of places for you to rest
My lap, my shoulders, my back, my arms

My blockbuster, you make me completely immersed
I wanna lie with pillows and you all night and have deep conversations
I want to see the light dawning through the gap in between closed curtains

I miss you, I endlessly miss you

I Juni dengan pertanyaan Babeh, that makes me confused,
how to i solve it?.. i'm not pretty good to answere this question
but if you can waiting for me... i can believes your sincerity, your heart
in my deep heart... i wanna be complicated too for you
please give me the perfect time baby...
Next time..i will say the same word for you too me..." could you be my brownie?"

Happily Ever After

To move, to breathe
To fly, to float
To gain all while you give
To roam the road of lands remote
To Travel is to Live

HCA: The fairy tale of My Life:An Autobiography

Go with the flow?
Break it and move on

"Itu seperti.. Kau dan aku
ya... Kau dan aku adalah kisah yang tak sempat menjadi kita
dan kini kau dan aku terbentang jarak yang lupa untuk kembali"

For You, I Think

I Think I

I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That Why I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you, I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware, But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.


To you that i didn't know but i hope you will see it later
someone who will give all of his heart to me
someone who will understand what i need
someone who didn't i lover in dunya too but also will be my lover in akhirat
someone who wlil save his love until Allah give it to his

loving you as always dear...
with the perfect time, with allah permission
Never Give up, because great things take the time baby
If now we can't see each other or maybe we meet with wrong choice... don't give up to find me...
sometimes the wrong choices bring us to the right places baby
Remember why you started to find the right places and to find the right person, behalf of you life, your soul...
time is always going on besides of you.. don't waste your time... always take the right path dear...

Let's stop being friends

In between love and friendship

Now I need to choose

Let's stop being friends

Now I cant take this anymore

Although I am timid and cant express it,

I think this isn't it

I will confess to you with all my heart

Now lets stop being friends

I lowered my tail in between love and friendship

A lonely marathon runner who lost the finish line

Getting daring advice behind my back

Even if I listen closely to every single one

Seems like I am only like a small corner

Do you really not know or are you being coy?

Why do you keep treating us as only close friends?

Even though we date, it's not a date

We're not lover but 'Amigos'

Although my heart only sees you

Although conveyed by familiar scent

This an excessive use if feelings

No matter how I knock, His specialty is his trough defense bolt

The words I couldn't convey with words or feelings

It only keep growing, the thought of confessing

If friendship is a candle, love is the sun

My sincerity can't be hidden by the word 'friend'

I will confess to you with all my heart

Now let's stop being friends

I can't look at your face casually

This play that we taken the role of 'friend'

When brushing past your hand, 

Although I like it, I can't make it obvious

The deep crease on my face

I've been through thick and thin

We even know about each other's family circumtances

We went on a group tour and we even stayed up all night together

As time passes, we will drift further away

We will get used to new encounters

I don't want that, I want to be together all our lives

Not as a friend but as a lover I want to hold you tight

The saying that guys and girls can't be friends,

I can't believe it either in the beginning.

Now I've come to understand that saying

You and I can't be friends! Never! Ever!

It might ruin our relationship

Our friends might tease us

It's okay either way I care about you

When I agree enthusiastically about the flaws of the guys you meet at blind dates

Honestly, the words I want to say were

'Don't meet others guy, how about me?'

You say we are nothing more than friends but

Now I need to choose

Let's stop being friends

Now I can't take this anymore

Although I'm timid and can't express it,

I think this isn't it

I will confess to you with all my heart

Now let's stop being friends

actually, this is a song but for me it's like my adventure because i have done this condition before.

 just kidding and refreshing for you guys...

enjoy it!

Attracted Woman BY MONSTA X

I don't know why i'm like this song but just.. listening this guys...


Attracted Women.. (Translate)
Monsta X

Hey girl
I don’t want to think about that
Just I love you
I’m curious about that girl over there
I can’t stop looking at her
When the wind blows, her hair flies around
It makes my heart stop
Oh baby, why am I like this? My heart feels strange
I can only think of you
If I felt like this before, I wouldn’t be confused
But I think this is love
That girl I’m attracted to, I chase after her
I don’t care wherever she goes
As soon as I see her, she makes me forget everything
She paints my heart white
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who shakes me up
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who pulls me
Hold on, hey, attractive girl
You disappear before I can say anything
You get far away before I can get close
Why are you so busy? Why can’t you feel me?
You pull me to you like a magnet
How far do you have to go to finally see me?
Hey What do you think about me girl
Turn around
Oh baby, look at me, look at me one more time
My eyes are only for you
If I lose you, I’m afraid that’ll be it
So I keep following you
That girl I’m attracted to, I chase after her
I don’t care wherever she goes
As soon as I see her, she makes me forget everything
She paints my heart white
That girl I’m attracted to
Maybe you saw me too
Your eyes, your every movement surprises me
Your days, your dreams
I want to be part of it
I’m carefully getting into you
I ponder if I should talk to you or not
And I keep letting you pass by
That girl I’m attracted to, I chase after her
I don’t care wherever she goes
As soon as I see her, she makes me forget everything
She paints my heart white
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who shakes me up
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who pulls me
Hold on, hey, attractive girl

DAUN

Pagii.... saat kita memulai membicarakan hal penting, bahkan sangat penting bagi kita. ya itulah masa depan yang dalam pikiran ini... kita bagi untuk dapat menggambarnya bersama. membuat lukisan indah.

aku juga tidak tahu kenapa aku memulainya dengan kamu
menjadi dapat sedikit berbagi pikiranku denganmu
sementara aku adalah seseorang yang tak mudah untuk mempercayaai orang lain
bahkan untuk keluarga terdekatku pun

aku mengambil langkah berani menyatakan aku akan menghadapinya bersama dengamu dan begitupun halnya kau yang akan juga mengemban komitmen ini untuk saling menghargai satu dan yang lainnya.
seiring berjalannya waktu, ada banyak hal yang masing-masing kita lalui hingga akhirnya kita dipertemukan
masing-masing kita berusaha untuk dapat menjadi yang terbaik
aku sangat menghargai semua itu, bagaimana pun kau adalah orang pertama yang dapat aku bagi pikiranku dengamu, membagi cerita panjang hingga aku berada disini dan mengambil langkah besar bersamamu membuat gambar yang indah. kehidupan kelak!

hingga suatu saat, aku tak dapat mengungkapkannya dengan bahasa seperti apa yang hendak aku sampaikan, dan aku diaam.
aku mengoreksi diriku untuk dapat melihat kebelakang kembali bagaimana kemudian kita sampai disini. meski terkadang ada sesak yang menghampiri... namun aku ingin menemukan jawabannya. aku meminta pendapatmu.. bagaimana jika kita berjalan untuk masing-masing hati kita.

aku rasa masing-masing kita sudah berusaha untuk dapat mengenal satu dan yang lainnya.
mencoba menerima, menghargai, menyayangi, dan berbagi pendapat tentang banyak hal...
hingga akhirnya pada suatu titik aku merasa..... kita semakin jauh.

aku tak ingin masing-masing kita semakin banyak tersakiti akan perasaan yang tak nyaman untuk diri kita masing-masing, hingga akhirnya. semalam....

dengan keputusan yang seperti ini aku harap kedepannya kita dapat menjadi yang lebih baik lagi dan semoga segera dipertemukan dengan bagian kita yang hilang.... aaminn.
terima kasih untuk masa yang berharganya....

DAUN

You

Suatu hari nanti, kalian semua akan jatuh cinta tanpa dibuat-buat.
Tanpa perasaan posesif kekanak-kanakan atau rasa ingin pamer kasih sayang yang berlebihan.
Akan kalian temui seseorang yang membuat kalian jatuh hati tanpa alasan.
Yang membuat kalian tidak takut pada jutaan omong kosong soal sakitnya patah hati,yang membuat kalian sudi menjadi diri kalian sendiri.
Tidak dengan ucapan manis atau perilaku yang berpura-pura.

Kalian akan jatuh cinta dengan seadanya, tapi juga dengan segalanya.
Kalian akan jatuh cinta dan berani mempertanggungjawabkannya.
Bukan dengan pujian palsu atau rasa kagum sesaat.
Tapi dengan tatap mata dan rasa saling percaya.
Suatu waktu nanti akan ada seseorang yang datang, dan membuat kalian jatuh cinta tanpa alasan, yang akan kalian jadikan prioritas, bukan sekedar kalian banggakan di media sosial tapi kalian bohongi di kehidupan nyata.
Suatu hari nanti, kalian akan bertemu seseorang, yang akan mendengarkan cerita kalian di sisa hidupnya, yang akan membuat kalian paham benar apa itu arti kata sayang, yang membuat kalian tidak sabar untuk menghabiskan hari tua bersama, berdua, tanpa ragu. Tanpa sempat terpikir untuk berpindah ke lain hati.
*Thanks to Eyakuyaa (on tumblr)!
via Lila Annisa

Someone

Seperti menghitung hari yang sampai kapanpun saya juga tidak mengerti dan mengetahui kapan kabar selanjutnya akan datang. Kamu seseorang yang saya rindukan.

Ada apa dengannya, namun jika aku memikirkan hal yang tidak baik maka akan terjadi hal yang demikian. Makanya aku hanya berusaha mencoba untuk tidak ikut terjerat dalam sesuatu hal, dimana aku sendiri  juga tidak memahaminya dengan baik. Aku selalu berdoa dia disana juga melakukan hal yang baik untuk kita kedepannya.  Aku benar benar  tidak ingin menjadi seperti aku yang 10 tahun yang lalu. Hanya karena keegoisanku yang sesaat aku menghapusnya selamanya dari kehidupanku. Meski hingga saat sekarang ini aku masih memikirkannya. Memikirkan kenapa semua ini dimulai, dari mana ini bermula, mengapa aku melakukan hal tersebut, dan kenapa kemudian aku meninggalkannya.

Aku telah berjanji pada diriku sendiri bahwa jika aku menemui jalan yang serupa meski bukan dengannya maka aku tidak akan melepasnya, aku akan berusaha menjaganya seperti halnya aku menjaga adik-adikku, ayah-ibuku, keluargaku, dan diriku sendiri.  Aku tahu bagaimana rasanya terluka dan kecewa karena sikap yang kita timbulkan sendiri. Aku juga merasa sangat bersalah padanya dahulu yang teramat menyayangiku. Meski sekarang tak mudah bagiku untuk dapat melihat masa itu kembali apalagi kembali pada waktu itu, aku berusaha untuk tidak juga menyakiti diriku lagi dan dia seseorang yang kemudian datang untukku dengan keterbukaan hati. 

Jika saat kau datang aku masih belum mampu membuka diriku sepenuhnya, maka tolong bersabarlah untuk hal itu. Beri aku waktu untuk dapat berdamai dengan masa lalu yang cukup pahit untuk aku ingat. Jika aku bersikap sangat dingin padamu, sebenarnya bukan aku marah terhadapmu hanya saja hati-hati dalam setiap ucapan dan tindakan menjadi satu-satunya langkah yang dapat aku lakukan karena aku takut kau tersakiti. Jika aku tak dapat menunjukkan seperti apa perasaanku, bukan berarti aku tak menyayangimu hanya saja aku tak dapat bersikap seperti yang kebanyakan mereka lakukan. Hal tersebut begitu berat aku lakukan mungkin karena selama 10 tahun belakangan ini aku berusaha untuk menyembuhkan luka dan menenangkan pikiranku dengan hal lain yang dapat menyibukkanku sehingga aku tak mengingat masa itu kembali. 

Kehidupan aku yang mereka (baca:orang lain) lihat nampak begitu sempurna, semua berjalan dengan mulus tanpa ada yang terhambat. Kepada siapapun aku berbicara dengan seseorang selalu mereka mengatakan iri akan kehidupanku, prestasiku, karir dan yang lainnya dariku. Tanpa mereka bertanya kenapa selalu ada senyum disetiap pagi hingga aku terlelap dari diriku, kenapa selalu ada semangat yang kuat dalam diriku, kenapa selalu ada energy yang besar saat denganku? Tidakkah memikirkan bahwa aku juga memiliki hal lain disamping itu?

 Yah seperti itulah aku, mengcover  semuanya dengan sangat sempurna. Dengan segudang masalah luar biasa yang tak pernah mereka pikirkan ada dalam benak, diriku, dan kehidupanku. Termasuk kedua orang tuaku. Aku bahkan tak memiliki kekuatan sedikitpun untuk dapat mengatakan apa yang aku pikirkan, aku rasakan dan ingin aku lakukan. Kesalahan menyakiti seseorang itu benar-benar sangat menyakiti diri kita sepenuhnya. Diriku adalah musuh terbesar bagiku. Ia seperti api besar yang jika aku tak melawannya maka akan membakarku, juga seperti es yang sangat dingin jika aku tak mencairkannya maka aku akan beku, juga seperti teman dan musuh dalam bersamaan. 

Kau tahu? Semuanya terekam baik dalam memoriku, tanpa dapat aku katakan kepada siapapun. Menulis? Yah mungkin dengan menuliskannya seperti ini ada sedikit keringanan  dan kelapangan dalam hatiku. Bukan karena aku tak mempercayaimu untuk aku bagi cerita ini dengamu, hanya saja aku khawatir ini akan memberatkanmu. Maaf ya, tidak terbuka.

Saat ini aku benar-benar merindukanmu, sangat merindukan kamu. Tapi bagaimana mengatakannya? Aku tak memiliki kekuatan sedikitpun untuk hal itu. Yah kembali aku hanya dapat mengatakannya disini, dia tempat yang ia tak dapat berbicara dan tak dapat pula menyampaikannya padamu. Apa mau dikata?. Sayang, apa kabarmu?

Someone

Someone who can’t say what want her say

Just remember about u, who missing u so bad!

Let’s to meeting

Today.

Worry

Bismillah thank's for the time you give up today. 
today, since I woke up from my sleep, actually there is a little that bothers me 
but I don't understand and not know why it occurred to me 
finally I concluded it was a sign for me 
but for what?I still can not catch their face
what does it mean?
what is wrong? 
who? 
if it something about me? 
oh, I'm just worried about my prejudices read by a demon 
who can make my heart erratic

bismillah 
The first is what's with the name? 
then why I dropped something to be destroyed without me knowing?
then why do I accidentally spilled hot drinks that cause wet clothes and a little blister my skin?
and again I dropped something around my desk? 
I asked myself? 
What kind of mistake I did last night?
I did the usual routine!
if I forget to pray before going to bed?a
h no! previously I had read the book and pray before I sleep 
although I think about a lot of things in my life, but I did not think it was such a burden that interferes
naturally that humans have minds that are diverse, because life as a spinning wheel.

However,I then think of someone 
oh yeah someone today until this minute I haven't heard anything 
even though I know we rarely catch up but at least I do not worry like this 
are you okay? 
how is your work going? 
seems like I want to tell you 
however .... I know, I was a little cool to you, but I also really miss you 
more than that, actually I don't want to be a nuisance to you 
because I know I'm very strict on time 
when I want it, I'll give the best time for that
but if because of my attitude so will make it difficult to yours then I hold
let it go, but I never stopped praying for you as is my way of praying for a hug from afar. 

Will you be alright? Even if I’m not by your side?
It’s okay for you to be a bit selfish
Tell me everything, everytime if you wanna
I hope you're be okay
keep it neat, I want you to know it but not now
I hope you're be okay
as always loving you, hugging you, i wanna take it all because allah
Rather than me without you, you without me makes me more worried
be patient baby. 

Remember

This make me lose, losing someone is more painful, but it will more pain if we losing allah
just relax in my separate time, sometime i remember my story too
hehehe, don't judge if  i'm addicted by this song. This is only for relaxing time.
keep enjoy.

  "My Immortal" By Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face—it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice—it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

...me, me, me.

 

 

I'm Remember about polaris, who always standing in the same place

"rha,. if you lose your path just see the polaris because polaris always stand in the same time whenever and wherever you here now, so you come back home"

Lonely in the dark life is nothing problems if you always remember polaris.

my polaris is allah who always listening, understanding, hugging, and following in my cycle life... forever.

In Rainy day, Still

who seem cute while biting his lip
with a tiny dimple
ah it makes me almost crazy
stop acting like it

an eye smile
he forced me to talk to him
I could not avoid it
because he kept looking at me

Do not come close
I'm afraid of burning warm to you
I do not want a beautiful trapped inside
I do not want to let myself adore
Do not keep me away
I still have many things to do
if the time has come and I will let you closer
so be patient
a brown eyes like almonds

Now, I'm....

Stickwitu By The pussycat doll

Hm, c'mon

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems as like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here,
That's why I say (hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I'm gon' stick wit you forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gon' stick wit you
You know how to appreciate me, I'm gon' stick wit you, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'ma stick wit you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, your the only one for me

And now, ain't nothing else I can need..
And now, I'm singing 'cause your so, so into me!
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you, baby you're with me!

So don't ya worry about,
People hanging around,
They ain't bring us down!
I know you, and you know me,
And that's all that counts
So don't ya worry about,
People hanging around,
They ain't bring us down!
I know you, and you know me
And that's why, that's why I say

Diamond

Saya menjadi semakin mengerti, setelah sesuatu yang terlihat mendapat tempat untuk direnungi.

Hmhmhmhm, semua orang mungkin tahu jenis batuan Kristal yang harganya mahal?

Yups, that’s right! Diamond, Berlian.

Tapi apa semua orang tahu berlian punya jenis jenis tertentu yang paling mahal? Paling bernilai?

Ok! Misalnya, berlian yang bernama The Hope Diamond berharga 3.4 T Rupiah, Cullinan yang berharga 3.9 T  Rupiah, atau Kooh-i-Noor yang bahkan harganya tak ternilai, karena hanya selalu di dapatkan lewat perang.

Ok, Saya bukan akan memperpanjang pembahasan list tentang  berlian berlian berharga dengan nilai yang sangat fantastis lainnya. Bukan itu yang menarik perhatian saya,

Kau tahu kawan?

Yang menarik adalah, ada pola yang sama untuk sesuatu yang sangat berharga dan bernilai

Mereka tak selalu dikenal popular olah semua orang, Hanya kalangan tertentu yang mengenalnya dengan baik, dan Hanya orang –orang tertentu , yang berilmu dan mengerti kualitas yang akan mengetahui kualitas mereka.

Kau tahu kawan

Begitu juga dengan wanita-wanita berkualitas yang bersinar seperti berlian

Mereka fokus menempa dirinya menjadi bernilai. Bernilai bukan karena dikenal oleh banyak orang. Tapi memang karena nilai dirinya memang mahal. Menariknya lagi, sekalipun seluruh dunia menginginkannya hanya mereka yang berilmu dan mengerti kualitas yang emmpu mengenali dan mengerti wanita bernilai berlian. Dan mereka juga yang berani dan mampu “membelinya”

So please don’t be misfokus dears

If you wanna shine bright like a diamond too, so upgrade your capacity, your value, and your faith.

Insya allah.

Oh my God, I wish I could be shine like the diamond too

From awesome sister, Citra Ayu Furry

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I’m officially missing you, "FH"

Aku yang memang tak sempurna, namun aku ingin mencintaimu dengan cara yang sempurna,

Disini, aku selalu berfikir apa yang kau senangi lakukan?

Buku buku yang aku baca, aku ingin juga tahu seperti apa yang kau baca

Senantiasa memikirkan mu, saat hujan yang indah turun, “Allahumma syaiban’ nafian”

Aku berdoa semoga rahmat Allah yang sentiasa turun ini menjamah hati mu untuk ingat padaNya

Terkadang juga terbesit, “ah akan sangat indah jika kita bersama menikmatinya pada jendela yang sama sembari memanjatkan puji kepada Sang Khalik yang maha Suci lagi Indah”

Waktu yang bergulir terkadang memaksaku untuk tak sabar untuk hadirnya kamu

Maaf jika aku terlalu banyak memikirkan kamu

Karena hembusan angin menyebabkan daun berbisik padaku,

Bahkan semerisik air juga ikut menyampaikan kabar untukku

Satu per satu, ia terangkai untuk kamu sebagai rasa rindu

Apa kabar? Kemana saja? Sedang apa? Dan terima kasih?

Iiiishh

Mungkinkah aku tetap akan diam karenanya?

Ada pesan untukku darimu yang mereka bawa…