Happily Ever After

To move, to breathe
To fly, to float
To gain all while you give
To roam the road of lands remote
To Travel is to Live

HCA: The fairy tale of My Life:An Autobiography

Go with the flow?
Break it and move on

"Itu seperti.. Kau dan aku
ya... Kau dan aku adalah kisah yang tak sempat menjadi kita
dan kini kau dan aku terbentang jarak yang lupa untuk kembali"

For You, I Think

I Think I

I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That Why I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you, I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware, But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.


To you that i didn't know but i hope you will see it later
someone who will give all of his heart to me
someone who will understand what i need
someone who didn't i lover in dunya too but also will be my lover in akhirat
someone who wlil save his love until Allah give it to his

loving you as always dear...
with the perfect time, with allah permission
Never Give up, because great things take the time baby
If now we can't see each other or maybe we meet with wrong choice... don't give up to find me...
sometimes the wrong choices bring us to the right places baby
Remember why you started to find the right places and to find the right person, behalf of you life, your soul...
time is always going on besides of you.. don't waste your time... always take the right path dear...

Let's stop being friends

In between love and friendship

Now I need to choose

Let's stop being friends

Now I cant take this anymore

Although I am timid and cant express it,

I think this isn't it

I will confess to you with all my heart

Now lets stop being friends

I lowered my tail in between love and friendship

A lonely marathon runner who lost the finish line

Getting daring advice behind my back

Even if I listen closely to every single one

Seems like I am only like a small corner

Do you really not know or are you being coy?

Why do you keep treating us as only close friends?

Even though we date, it's not a date

We're not lover but 'Amigos'

Although my heart only sees you

Although conveyed by familiar scent

This an excessive use if feelings

No matter how I knock, His specialty is his trough defense bolt

The words I couldn't convey with words or feelings

It only keep growing, the thought of confessing

If friendship is a candle, love is the sun

My sincerity can't be hidden by the word 'friend'

I will confess to you with all my heart

Now let's stop being friends

I can't look at your face casually

This play that we taken the role of 'friend'

When brushing past your hand, 

Although I like it, I can't make it obvious

The deep crease on my face

I've been through thick and thin

We even know about each other's family circumtances

We went on a group tour and we even stayed up all night together

As time passes, we will drift further away

We will get used to new encounters

I don't want that, I want to be together all our lives

Not as a friend but as a lover I want to hold you tight

The saying that guys and girls can't be friends,

I can't believe it either in the beginning.

Now I've come to understand that saying

You and I can't be friends! Never! Ever!

It might ruin our relationship

Our friends might tease us

It's okay either way I care about you

When I agree enthusiastically about the flaws of the guys you meet at blind dates

Honestly, the words I want to say were

'Don't meet others guy, how about me?'

You say we are nothing more than friends but

Now I need to choose

Let's stop being friends

Now I can't take this anymore

Although I'm timid and can't express it,

I think this isn't it

I will confess to you with all my heart

Now let's stop being friends

actually, this is a song but for me it's like my adventure because i have done this condition before.

 just kidding and refreshing for you guys...

enjoy it!

Attracted Woman BY MONSTA X

I don't know why i'm like this song but just.. listening this guys...


Attracted Women.. (Translate)
Monsta X

Hey girl
I don’t want to think about that
Just I love you
I’m curious about that girl over there
I can’t stop looking at her
When the wind blows, her hair flies around
It makes my heart stop
Oh baby, why am I like this? My heart feels strange
I can only think of you
If I felt like this before, I wouldn’t be confused
But I think this is love
That girl I’m attracted to, I chase after her
I don’t care wherever she goes
As soon as I see her, she makes me forget everything
She paints my heart white
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who shakes me up
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who pulls me
Hold on, hey, attractive girl
You disappear before I can say anything
You get far away before I can get close
Why are you so busy? Why can’t you feel me?
You pull me to you like a magnet
How far do you have to go to finally see me?
Hey What do you think about me girl
Turn around
Oh baby, look at me, look at me one more time
My eyes are only for you
If I lose you, I’m afraid that’ll be it
So I keep following you
That girl I’m attracted to, I chase after her
I don’t care wherever she goes
As soon as I see her, she makes me forget everything
She paints my heart white
That girl I’m attracted to
Maybe you saw me too
Your eyes, your every movement surprises me
Your days, your dreams
I want to be part of it
I’m carefully getting into you
I ponder if I should talk to you or not
And I keep letting you pass by
That girl I’m attracted to, I chase after her
I don’t care wherever she goes
As soon as I see her, she makes me forget everything
She paints my heart white
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who shakes me up
That girl I’m attracted to
The girl who pulls me
Hold on, hey, attractive girl

DAUN

Pagii.... saat kita memulai membicarakan hal penting, bahkan sangat penting bagi kita. ya itulah masa depan yang dalam pikiran ini... kita bagi untuk dapat menggambarnya bersama. membuat lukisan indah.

aku juga tidak tahu kenapa aku memulainya dengan kamu
menjadi dapat sedikit berbagi pikiranku denganmu
sementara aku adalah seseorang yang tak mudah untuk mempercayaai orang lain
bahkan untuk keluarga terdekatku pun

aku mengambil langkah berani menyatakan aku akan menghadapinya bersama dengamu dan begitupun halnya kau yang akan juga mengemban komitmen ini untuk saling menghargai satu dan yang lainnya.
seiring berjalannya waktu, ada banyak hal yang masing-masing kita lalui hingga akhirnya kita dipertemukan
masing-masing kita berusaha untuk dapat menjadi yang terbaik
aku sangat menghargai semua itu, bagaimana pun kau adalah orang pertama yang dapat aku bagi pikiranku dengamu, membagi cerita panjang hingga aku berada disini dan mengambil langkah besar bersamamu membuat gambar yang indah. kehidupan kelak!

hingga suatu saat, aku tak dapat mengungkapkannya dengan bahasa seperti apa yang hendak aku sampaikan, dan aku diaam.
aku mengoreksi diriku untuk dapat melihat kebelakang kembali bagaimana kemudian kita sampai disini. meski terkadang ada sesak yang menghampiri... namun aku ingin menemukan jawabannya. aku meminta pendapatmu.. bagaimana jika kita berjalan untuk masing-masing hati kita.

aku rasa masing-masing kita sudah berusaha untuk dapat mengenal satu dan yang lainnya.
mencoba menerima, menghargai, menyayangi, dan berbagi pendapat tentang banyak hal...
hingga akhirnya pada suatu titik aku merasa..... kita semakin jauh.

aku tak ingin masing-masing kita semakin banyak tersakiti akan perasaan yang tak nyaman untuk diri kita masing-masing, hingga akhirnya. semalam....

dengan keputusan yang seperti ini aku harap kedepannya kita dapat menjadi yang lebih baik lagi dan semoga segera dipertemukan dengan bagian kita yang hilang.... aaminn.
terima kasih untuk masa yang berharganya....

DAUN