Rabu, 17 Juni 2015

Only You By 4Men

 Only you by 4Men
Sometime i don't like korean music but... i think this lyric is pretty good.
Stand up with my feeling.
 
The person who taught me that my heart was racing
The one person who rises up whenever I breathe
I try to push you away, I try to empty you out
But the person who I miss more and more

The person who hurts me like a bruise
The person who I can see with my heart even with closed eyes
I try to endure it, I try to forget you
But the person who fills my entire heart

The reason I live is only you
The reason I breathe is only you
The one person that I call out as if my heart bursts is you
The person engraved in my heart is only you

A very bad person who silently took my heart
The person who gave me pain when it comes to love
I try to hide it, I try to deny it
But the person who fills my entire heart

So that I can only hear you, so that I can only feel you
I am calling out to you right now, I am standing right here

You’re my only dream left in this world
You’re my only everything left in this world
The one person that I call out as if my heart bursts is you

The person I will look at forever is only you
The only love I will have forever is only you
Even if my heart stops, the person I call out to is you
The person engraved in my heart is only you

This is the last one that i have to say

Today, i wander in my memory
I'm passing around on the end of this way
You're still holding me tightly, even though i can't see you any more
I'm losing my way again

I'm praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
 

It can't be if it's not you
i can't be without you

it's okay if i'm hurt for a day and a year like this
it's fine even if my heart's hurts

because i'm just in love with you
i cannot send you away one more time

can't you hear my voice?

You're the one i will keep
you're the one i will love
i'm happy enough if i could be with you

i know, there is difference about somebody who want you and somebody who would to keep you.

and now... i know, the feel who want to keep but the one who want i keeping, wanna going far away from my heart, my mind and my self.

You are breathing, you are living In my heart. My heart is beating while You are walking In my heart
From the day you came to me, was longing. You are calling me

My heart is hurting, hurting because of you. On the day that I miss you this much. Tears are falling again because I want to see you. but i know.. i can't do like that.

I choked on my tears, I swallowed the words, I send them far away The words that I want to see you, The words I could not say They become a long sigh.


in the short time... i was to be thankfully become my strength

EVERY EXIT IS AN ENTRANCE TO SOMEWHERE ELSE

I Hope.. i'll find the last one of my life, aamiin

Senin, 01 Juni 2015

Hold On... i'm curious

Hey
I don’t want to think about that
Just... just... just wanna say I interest with you
I’m curious about that "you" over there
I can’t stop looking at you
When the wind blows, everything flies around "you"
It makes my heart stop

Oh baby, why am I like this? My heart feels strange
I can only think of you
If I felt like this before, I wouldn’t be confused
But I don't think this is love
That "you"who I’m attracted to, I chase
I don’t care wherever "you' goes
As soon as I see "you", "you" makes me forget everything
"You" paints my heart white

Who shakes me up, Who pulls me
Hold on,
You disappear before I can say anything
You get far away before I can get close
Why are you so busy? Why can’t you feel me?
You pull me to you like a magnet
How far do you have to go to finally see me?

What do you think about me?
Turn around, look at me one more time
My eyes are only for you
If I lose you, I’m afraid that’ll be it
So I keep following you

Maybe you saw me too
Your eyes, your every movement surprises me
Your days, your dreams
I want to be part of it
I’m carefully getting into you
I ponder if I should talk to you or not
And I keep letting you pass by

"Could you Be My Brownie?"

Your beauty attitude makes my heart breathless
You’re my brownie who made my bitter life going to sweet
You’re the scent of my life and among many crossroads
you’re the only one way

you’re the visa to the place called “happiness” that was out of reach
Your existence makes me stay around
As long as I’m with you
I’m the knight who protects your smile
You’re cute when you’re angry so I can’t fight with you

It gets harder to send you home
I don’t know what I might do
Cause I wanna be with you
I want to be together with you
You’re my little angel
Could you be my brownie baby?

I know, if not for you I would have been ruined already
I would have been poor and small inside of reality
Today, I even keep thinking of the smell of your breath
I don’t want to send you away, it’s asking for the impossible, this is torture

I want to repay you for making me like the human
Your existence alone makes me happy, you always think deeply
I have an often explosive my temper
But you cover up all my weaknesses like covering up a newborn with a blanket

I belong to you forever
We have a life contract, I will only run for you
Please don’t go, here are quite a lot of places for you to rest
My lap, my shoulders, my back, my arms

My blockbuster, you make me completely immersed
I wanna lie with pillows and you all night and have deep conversations
I want to see the light dawning through the gap in between closed curtains

I miss you, I endlessly miss you

I Juni dengan pertanyaan Babeh, that makes me confused,
how to i solve it?.. i'm not pretty good to answere this question
but if you can waiting for me... i can believes your sincerity, your heart
in my deep heart... i wanna be complicated too for you
please give me the perfect time baby...
Next time..i will say the same word for you too me..." could you be my brownie?"

Jumat, 29 Mei 2015

Happily Ever After

To move, to breathe
To fly, to float
To gain all while you give
To roam the road of lands remote
To Travel is to Live

HCA: The fairy tale of My Life:An Autobiography

Go with the flow?
Break it and move on

"Itu seperti.. Kau dan aku
ya... Kau dan aku adalah kisah yang tak sempat menjadi kita
dan kini kau dan aku terbentang jarak yang lupa untuk kembali"


For You, I Think

I Think I

I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That Why I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you, I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware, But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.


To you that i didn't know but i hope you will see it later
someone who will give all of his heart to me
someone who will understand what i need
someone who didn't i lover in dunya too but also will be my lover in akhirat
someone who wlil save his love until Allah give it to his

loving you as always dear...
with the perfect time, with allah permission
Never Give up, because great things take the time baby
If now we can't see each other or maybe we meet with wrong choice... don't give up to find me...
sometimes the wrong choices bring us to the right places baby
Remember why you started to find the right places and to find the right person, behalf of you life, your soul...
time is always going on besides of you.. don't waste your time... always take the right path dear...

Kamis, 28 Mei 2015

Let's stop being friends



In between love and friendship
Now I need to choose
Let's stop being friends


Now I cant take this anymore
Although I am timid and cant express it,
I think this isn't it
I will confess to you with all my heart


Now lets stop being friends
I lowered my tail in between love and friendship
A lonely marathon runner who lost the finish line
Getting daring advice behind my back
Even if I listen closely to every single one
Seems like I am only like a small corner
Do you really not know or are you being coy?
Why do you keep treating us as only close friends?
Even though we date, it's not a date
We're not lover but 'Amigos'


Although my heart only sees you
Although conveyed by familiar scent


This an excessive use if feelings
No matter how I knock, His specialty is his trough defense bolt


The words I couldn't convey with words or feelings
It only keep growing, the thought of confessing


If friendship is a candle, love is the sun
My sincerity can't be hidden by the word 'friend'

I will confess to you with all my heart
Now let's stop being friends
I can't look at your face casually
This play that we taken the role of 'friend'
When brushing past your hand, 
Although I like it, I can't make it obvious
The deep crease on my face
I've been through thick and thin
We even know about each other's family circumtances
We went on a group tour and we even stayed up all night together


As time passes, we will drift further away
We will get used to new encounters


I don't want that, I want to be together all our lives
Not as a friend but as a lover I want to hold you tight


The saying that guys and girls can't be friends,
I can't believe it either in the beginning.


Now I've come to understand that saying
You and I can't be friends! Never! Ever!


It might ruin our relationship
Our friends might tease us
It's okay either way I care about you
When I agree enthusiastically about the flaws of the guys you meet at blind dates
Honestly, the words I want to say were
'Don't meet others guy, how about me?'
You say we are nothing more than friends but


Now I need to choose
Let's stop being friends
Now I can't take this anymore
Although I'm timid and can't express it,
I think this isn't it
I will confess to you with all my heart
Now let's stop being friends


actually, this is a song but for me it's like my adventure because i have done this condition before.
 just kidding and refreshing for you guys...
enjoy it!